a starry wednesday

wednesday morning tried to be difficult at the start, but it didnt get its way. im so glad that you shared your thoughts with me, it made my day. here i sit, wondering if i made yours. i wonder if you're still the you i know, i ponder over why you're still my kryptonite.

i forgot to reassure you of what a good job you were doing, that you were wonderful. i forgot to remind you that im the one you love.

i like talkin to her. hearing about jon and her jus makes my heart all fuzzy. it reminds me of what it is like to love someone and be loved in return. loving in return doesn't mean that you have to play it fair. no one said that a scale must balance or that give and take be equal. does anyone remember that chemistry you felt with him? like how everything doesnt matter when you're in his arms. that when he looks at you, you know you're that you're his special one, the only one he's looking at.

it jus came back; that night inside the picnic. it felt like... we were lying on grassfields looking up at the sky searching for stars, talking as though our voices attracted the stars. i love you and i miss you an awful lot. i do.